The Importance Of Being E

Ok yall! I'll leave Star alone. Besides her appearance on Larry King was so boring. I guess mostly because nothing new was learned. At least not in the five whole minutes I actually listened to it. He was so kissing her ass it was disgusting. I spent the rest of my time instead of watching that dreck, power walking around the house. Moving on.

So far 2006 has been a really great year. My bowling team won 1st place for our season's first half, despite my horrible performance. My games were 144, 157, and 148, all below my current 163 average. I sorta made up for it last week, starting the 2nd half strong with a 151, 199, and 190. Our team managed to win all three games for an even stronger start. Who knows? Maybe we'll win 2nd half too. But I won't put the cart before the horse. At least I'll try not to.

Speaking of bowling, one of my teammates was celebrating her 30th lay tonight. Heh...just kidding. She turned 30 tonight. Shelley had a volleyball tournament tonight at North Beach, which also doubles as a pool hall/bar. I got so wasted tonight. Okay, I only had 3 beers. Shelly was toasted. And she had to work tomorrow. But hey, you only turn 30 once. I had a lot of fun tonight. Her friends were working on bringing me out of my shell. By the end of the evening, I was cursing up a storm. Good times!

Being more fun is one of the things I want to change about myself. As I've mentioned time and time again, I tend to be a background person. I try not to bring focus to myself. But you know sometimes I have to kick it loose and act crazy. It was cool stepping outside of my comfort zone and letting my inhibitions go. Within reason, of course. I'm not that crazy. Some would beg to differ. But whatever.

I'd also like to be more confident in the 06. Oh my god, confidence is one of my ITs. This is an ongoing thing for me. I think the key is to be confident without being cocky (Mmm..cock... *LOL*.) I mean, I'm an attractive guy. I can be sexy when I want to be. I need to have that attitude that I am somebody, damn it! You will notice me. You will hear me roar.

For all the things I want to change about me, I have to realize I do have some good qualities. I'm loyal to a fault. If you tell me something in confidence, I won't blab it to every Tom, Dick, and Larry. I guess I'm discreet. I think that's a good thing in this day and age.

But oooh, I have a bit of a headache. I so need to go to bed. Thanks for letting me vent. Again.